She And Her Darkness

And maybe I'll be better of without you.
You left me here with all my thoughts.
I'd write a zillion words or walk a million miles,
I'd sleep on broken glass just not to lose your smiles.

Where is that silence you promised me?
Why is that distance so close to me?
Why is your violence still hurting me?
Why are your eyes avoiding me?

My heart weights minimum a ton
An army's feet pounding on my head.

I travel for you around the world
Collecting moment, o how absurd.
To bring you beauty, to bring you joy.
I wish I'd be a little boy.

Let me say thank you for all that you have given me.
Thank you for everything you've done.
Forgive me for saying one last thing:
I miss you and I hope you hear this song!