To Forgive

Ten times removed,
I forget about, where it all began.
Bastard son of, a bastard son of,
A wild eyed child of the sun.
And right as rain, i'm not the same.
But i feel the same, i feel nothing.

I forget to forget me.
I forget to forget, you see?
Nothing is important to me.

I sensed my loss,
Before i even learned to talk.
And i remember my birthdays -
Empty party afternoons, won't come back.

Holding back the fool again,
Holding back the fool pretends.
I forget to forget, nothing is important.
Holding back the fool again.